CHURCH

DEEP THOUGHT 12

What's up? It's Lord Avanton talking about trust. It's a hard thing to earn and even harder to regain once broken. I find that it's easy to break trust and that's the terrible thing about it. You never know how to react in certain situations because one or more people's trust could be broken. I'm in a situation right now where I'm friends with two people who pretty much HATE each other. One of them is an ex and another is like a little sister to me. They can't seem to get along no matter how I try. They just REALLY DON'T LIKE EACH OTHER. It's surprising how much hate can be stuck inside their 13-14 year old bodies. I was kinda scared when they first started talking about each other. Their eyes grew dark and their countenance totally changed. I can''t seem to find a way to bring them together. I've thought for weeks but if they're even NEAR each other, the air is sucked out of the room. It's like watching a two feral cats stalk each other. If I died and it brought them together, then it would be a good death. And if they were both about to die and I had to choose one of them. I would honestly try to save both and kill myself succeeding. Then maybe they would give up the fight. I mean GOD it's ENOUGH ALREADY! Get OVER each other!! They're both working on the Musical for my class Beauty and the Beast and it's gonna be hell. I'm just hoping that my headhunter classmates, WHICH IS NOT ALL OF THEM, won't pick up on this and make it worse. They are two of my closest friends and watching them fight tears me apart. Alright I'm done. Peace out.